So here was the plan a month ago.
1 month ago....
I decided that no matter what happened I was going to be at this event. Started to panic when Garth said there may only be limited tickets left so decided time to buy in directly and then went to work on convincing my husband that he should allow me to do this
Went online shopping and got my new meditation cd's and cymbals so I could work on my mind and being prepared mentally. Cymbals are great as when you have many bad beast instead of banging my laptop or leaving venue upset taking it out on my car on the trip home, I now bang them loudly and say in my calmest voice "Love and peace for all" and bang ready to move on. With the cds not sure if they helped as I am usually asleep in the first 5 minutes. Got all the dvd's I needed to inspire me ordered from JB hifi.
This week planned to........
I had a selection of DVD's to watch, was going for a massage, was going to pick up my lucky bracelet as it is getting fixed, was going to have Friday and Monday off to really be prepared, was going to play a mass of poker, finish at least one book and was going to eat healthy all week and get heaps of sleep. I was going to chant daily and meditate morning and night.
Managed to .....
Sleep heaps.
Missed.......
Due to new role at work all my leave was canceled. This left no time for massages, reading or playing lots of poker. Dvd's were out as still waiting for some to arrive. Morning meditation was also out as cant afford to go back to sleep. Meditation cymbals did not ding once after someone at work threatened to shove them up my arse last week if I banged them once more. Forgot to pick up my bracelet and with many meetings today will not get a chance to pick them up.
New plan.....
Finish work tonight at 6 ish, Drive to my friends house and up bright and early to head to Caulfield tomorrow. Then it will be just down to playing my best, hoping to win the flips and enjoying the weekend no matter what happens. Think this is the better plan anyway. Good luck to all. I hope everyone has a marvelous happy Friday. Ding love and peace to all.G

